pics

Doug playing with his birthday car, a couple pictures from hockey game and me in front of a bentley, for a cool $100,000 i could own one... LOL like that would ever happen.

this week

had some good fun this week, Monday was my doctor appointment. looks like I passed the 2 hour glucose testing. I was kind of sad because i just discovered a spa in there. If I had to go back I would have gotten a facial or something. I did get my eyebrows waxed on Monday. Wednesday Doug, Kayleen and I along with Larry and some other people went to the hockey game. We got pictures of Kayleen standing behind a goalies body so it looked like she was the goalie. Yesterday I surprised Doug with his birthday present. Larry helped me alot with that, thank you again. It was a RC car that was the only thing he wanted. He was grinning ear to ear when I brought it out for him. At first he thought I was going to get the smaller version and I came outside with a big box he was so happy. He had it climbing over rocks and boards last night. Then today he had to deal with some stuff. Seems like when we get him in a good place theres always someone who wants to pull him back into a different place. If you have can't ask the person you are talking about directly a question maybe you have no right to ask what you are asking.....
So hopefully the next day or so that I get to spend with him before he leaves will be nice and quite. Kayleen has been sick all week so if she could get better before he leaves that would be good. I have the best support from the friends i have here in Wickenburg and my family but i really don't want to go to the ER with Kayleen without Doug here. i will email pictures to myself and post later.
Happy Easter everyone.

smile

Im sporting my fake smile....i will let you know when its real again.

baby

im not really ready, since I am an only child by my mom and dad but have half brothers from my dad (they never lived with me). I am finding it really odd that my daughter is going to have a sibling. Also I am having a hard time dealing with the fact that I have to do diapers, formula, late night feedings again.... I really didn't think it would happen since it was so long between my first born and now this one. I think this is a little anxiety because my life is changing and I am not the one in control. or it could be the prego hormones which i think have been pretty good up until now. Either way....IM Not feeling ready to be a newborn's mommy again......

113 days to go

We only have 113 days or so before we get to meet Delaney. My next appointment is the 18th and I have to be there a couple of hours for the wonderful sugar drink to make sure i am not diabetic.....really looking forward to that appointment (sarcasm).

kids

Kids are so amazing. Today for instance my daughter was doting on a friend of ours. He was not feeling well and she could sense it. He also had seen some bad stuff at his job and it can make a normal person sad but happy for life.

With Kids there is no end to their love, adults put restrictions and barriers in the way. Kids can love everyone regardless, adults judge first and love second. Kids can love even when they are hurt by the person they are loving, adults...not so much.

I should take lessons from my daughter.

Crayons and Laundry - not a good combination

My daughter is almost 5 and was nice enough to put a yellow crayon in the laundry basket of dark clothes. The crayon was yellow, it melted in the dryer and got all over my clothes.
There are a few of my items that the crayon is all over and the garment can not be saved. As for the clothes that are my husbands, well he had a couple of spots and that was it on each piece.
I did some treating of the clothes and am going to rewash the savable ones, hopefully everything will come out.
Oh and I think I am getting rid of all the crayons in the house.