baby

im not really ready, since I am an only child by my mom and dad but have half brothers from my dad (they never lived with me). I am finding it really odd that my daughter is going to have a sibling. Also I am having a hard time dealing with the fact that I have to do diapers, formula, late night feedings again.... I really didn't think it would happen since it was so long between my first born and now this one. I think this is a little anxiety because my life is changing and I am not the one in control. or it could be the prego hormones which i think have been pretty good up until now. Either way....IM Not feeling ready to be a newborn's mommy again......