25 days and counting

I couldn't sleep last night. Tossing and turning, although I was very tired sleep would not find me. I am physically prepared for Delaney to make her enterance but emotionally not so much. I don't even feel pregnant. I know she is going to add so much to our family. I guess im worried about the unknown what if she has problems or is a difficult baby. Things I can not control but things that keep me from sleep.

The family is doing well, our neighbor offered his pool so yesterday all of us mcLates and Shea went to see Cars 2 then came home and swam. The first to enter the pool was of course Kayleen, followed by Marty who fell in. Then Calypso fell in. Both dogs swam out but Marty continued to get in Calypso stayed out. This week we are looking forward to a visit from my brother and sis-in-law and Nephew. Eric gets his surgery on July 5, prayers are appreciated.

This past weekend we all took a trip to Queen Creek for Collin's birthday. He turned 1, Morgan and Kayleen played and enjoyed each other very much. Bryan was home and his mom Phyllis made the trip for the birthday.

some recent pictures

A picture of Doug and I at box canyon, pictures from our "not a baby shower party" and the cake that doug just made this weekend for a customer.

due date changed

most of you have seen that the due date is changed to July 22 but if you haven't .... were having a baby in 32 days

pics

Doug playing with his birthday car, a couple pictures from hockey game and me in front of a bentley, for a cool $100,000 i could own one... LOL like that would ever happen.

this week

had some good fun this week, Monday was my doctor appointment. looks like I passed the 2 hour glucose testing. I was kind of sad because i just discovered a spa in there. If I had to go back I would have gotten a facial or something. I did get my eyebrows waxed on Monday. Wednesday Doug, Kayleen and I along with Larry and some other people went to the hockey game. We got pictures of Kayleen standing behind a goalies body so it looked like she was the goalie. Yesterday I surprised Doug with his birthday present. Larry helped me alot with that, thank you again. It was a RC car that was the only thing he wanted. He was grinning ear to ear when I brought it out for him. At first he thought I was going to get the smaller version and I came outside with a big box he was so happy. He had it climbing over rocks and boards last night. Then today he had to deal with some stuff. Seems like when we get him in a good place theres always someone who wants to pull him back into a different place. If you have can't ask the person you are talking about directly a question maybe you have no right to ask what you are asking.....
So hopefully the next day or so that I get to spend with him before he leaves will be nice and quite. Kayleen has been sick all week so if she could get better before he leaves that would be good. I have the best support from the friends i have here in Wickenburg and my family but i really don't want to go to the ER with Kayleen without Doug here. i will email pictures to myself and post later.
Happy Easter everyone.

smile

Im sporting my fake smile....i will let you know when its real again.

baby

im not really ready, since I am an only child by my mom and dad but have half brothers from my dad (they never lived with me). I am finding it really odd that my daughter is going to have a sibling. Also I am having a hard time dealing with the fact that I have to do diapers, formula, late night feedings again.... I really didn't think it would happen since it was so long between my first born and now this one. I think this is a little anxiety because my life is changing and I am not the one in control. or it could be the prego hormones which i think have been pretty good up until now. Either way....IM Not feeling ready to be a newborn's mommy again......

113 days to go

We only have 113 days or so before we get to meet Delaney. My next appointment is the 18th and I have to be there a couple of hours for the wonderful sugar drink to make sure i am not diabetic.....really looking forward to that appointment (sarcasm).